So there is so much I have to say on this subject, that this video may be only part one!!! LOL I do not think that there should be any condition on a mothers love
Anyway watch the video and let me know your thoughts! please subscribe and share!
Wednesday, August 26, 2020
Sunday, August 23, 2020
Headstone, Important or not
As some of you know I have been dealing with a lot. In part of the process of counseling and healing, the topic of funerals and planning comes up. Watch my video and let me know!
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Saturday, August 22, 2020
Video VS Writing
Hello all,
With just starting this blog and dealing with loss of sight as well, I have had to move on over to Youtube as it has become more and more difficult to see the keys or screen to type... So each time that I basically do a "blog" post it will be in video form, with the link here!
Please share my Youtube and blog with anyone you think may enjoy it and subscribe, subscribe, subscribe!!!
Thank you and here is my first introduction video. Stay tuned there is lots more laughter, tears, panic, sadness, anger, depression and trauma to come.
Leave comments and let me know your thoughts!
Saturday, August 15, 2020
It is always some thing...
Take two
Try again
It seams like that is how the story goes all the time now days. I spent an hour writing earlier today and it was a good post, but somehow the laptop unplugged, computer died and i lost all that I wrote and now none of it comes to mind to try to re-write, how is that possible?
Lately, with all the chaose and everything happening around us these days it just always feels like there is always some thing. Yes i am aware that this was just a blog post, no big deal but its never really "JUST" any thing
Just like its not Just a mask, it all leads to some thing else and usually some thing bigger. No I am not trying tp make this a political post, my mind is literally all over the place, i am just trying to get some things out to organize some thoughts. Then my blog will be way more fun to read, when i can be more of my witty self! Right now i am just so overwhelmed I think.
So bear with me and keep reading, it will get interesting again..
We are headed out to the lake tomorrow, that should help my head.......
When is it finally ok to walk away?
Just like that, it all changes again.
At what point in a relationship do you get to say enough is enough with out the guilt of walking away. No i am not talking about my husband and I, but another relationship that is supposed to be unconditional.
My mother and I.
So many times i have dreamed of a normal relationship, but i will never have that and i guess it is now something i have to accept that i will never again even have a relationship with her at all. She has always done things my whole life to go against me or to hurt me and every time i say "she is my mother" and i go back to her to help. Well why cant there be a time when i can walk away and feel no guilt?? I have given my all. Time and time again i have forgiven her and tried to rebuild and again and again i get hurt in the end.
This time, I know in my heart i gave 100% and she again destroyed us. I can walk away with out guilt......or so I hope.
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